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Day 20 – A Third Of The Way There!

So not many people celebrate things like getting a third of the way through anything, but today I feel needs celebration.  I’m a full third of the way through Deliberate Discomfort!  YAY! 

This challenge has taxed me in numerous different ways, from physically wearing me out at times, to stressing me out wondering how I’m going to get everything done in a day!  All the research I’ve had to do for new-to-me exercises that I’ve never heard before, some of which have the most ridiculous names, like Mr. Spectacular (not looking forward to those next time).

All in all though, I’m feeling good!  I’m feeling much stronger, much healthier, like I’m more capable somehow because of it all.  Life is looking up because of it all.  My journey has continued health wise form the front page of our blog.  I’ve been officially diagnosed with diabetes and high triglycerides (which I already had).  I’ve got more potential problems coming, but because we were starting this program the Dr. wanted to hold off to see how I did in losing some weight and how my labs came in afterwards.  I’m hoping he says I don’t need any of the medications any more, but that may be wishful thinking on my part.  We shall see!  I know I’m working my butt off physically, and I’ve almost completely cut out carbs and simple starches like potatoes.  I splurge a little bit once a week or so and have a few tater tots or something, so I’m not denying myself anything completely, but I am making sure that I am minimizing how much I have to make sure I’m in the best possible position to not need meds from here on, if I can!

Today’s workout was Arms Day, so lots of weight work with dumbbells, some minimal floor work for the warm up and then some Flat Bench Knees to Elbows and Bench Dips, but honestly I don’t mind Arms Day…it is one of the ways I’m feeling stronger!

Cardio went pretty well, without anywhere near as much coughing as I have been doing due to my allergies, which is a victory for me!  These allergies have been hanging on almost the entire challenge and I’ve had to medicate regularly for both nasal congestion and lung congestion, and even use an inhaler because of how much gets into my lungs.  So, without coughing I was able to pull in 1.74 miles walking on a treadmill in 35 minutes.  A pretty good pace for me, so another win!

Also, completely finished my book 1984 today, so don’t even have to read any of it tomorrow!  Ready to start my next book Monday, which will be Animal Farm also by George Orwell.  After Animal Farm I plan on going back to the self-help books to see what else I can learn to do better, but it’s been a nice break and it is the first novel I’ve read in quite some time!  I’ve missed being able to read regularly.

Today was also the Valor Challenge!  Here is the information from Mission Six Zero:


Deliberate Discomfort 
VALOR CHALLENGE
SSG Robert Miller, U.S. Army
(Green Beret)

As you go through the challenge, please think about SSG Robert Miller.  This Valor Challenge was recommended by our Mission Six Zero teammate, Rusty Whitt. Rusty and Rob went through basic training, airborne, and the selection phase of the Q course together and they became friends. 

Staff Sergeant Robert J. Miller distinguished himself by extraordinary acts of heroism while serving as the weapons sergeant in Special Forces Operational Detachment Alpha 3312, Special Operations Task Force 33, Combined Joint Special Operations Task Force Afghanistan, during combat operations against an armed enemy in Kunar Province, Afghanistan, on January 25th, 2008.

Devotion to duty.  An abiding sense of honor.  A profound love of country.  These were the virtues that found their ultimate expression when Rob — just 24 years old and on his second tour — met his testing point on January 25, 2008.

Rob and his team were in the remote northwest of Afghanistan.  Their mission:  clear a valley of insurgents who had been attacking Afghan forces and terrorizing villagers.  On foot, in the dark and freezing cold, the team headed over to a destroyed compound, to assess the damage and gather intelligence. 

First, it was just a single insurgent, jumping out from behind a boulder.  Then, the whole valley seemed to explode with gunfire.  Within seconds, Rob and his patrol were pinned down, with almost no cover — bullets and rocket-propelled grenades raining down from every direction.  And when enemy reinforcements poured in, the odds were overwhelming.  Rob’s small patrol of two dozen men was nearly surrounded by almost 150 insurgents.

With the enemy just feet away — some so close he could see their faces — Rob held his ground.  Despite the chaos around him, he radioed back enemy positions.  As the only Pashto speaker on his team, he organized the Afghan soldiers around him.  But the incoming fire, in the words of one soldier, was simply “astounding.”

Rob called for his team to fall back and then he did something extraordinary.  Rob moved in the other direction — toward the enemy, drawing their guns away from his team and bringing the fire of all those insurgents down upon himself.  The fighting was ferocious.  Rob continued to call out the enemy’s position.  And they could hear his weapon still firing as he provided cover for his men.  And then, over the radio, they heard his voice.  He had been hit.  But still, he kept calling out enemy positions.  Still, he kept firing.  Still, he kept throwing his grenades until Rob’s weapon fell silent.

Two of his teammates braved the bullets and rushed to Rob’s aid.  In those final moments, they were there at his side — American soldiers there for each other. The relentless fire forced them back, but they refused to leave their fallen comrade.  When reinforcements arrived, these Americans went in again — risking their lives, taking more casualties — determined to bring Rob Miller out of that valley.  And finally, after fighting that raged for hours, they did.

When the dust settled and the smoke cleared, there was no doubt Rob Miller and his team had struck a major blow against the local insurgency.  Five members of his patrol had been wounded, but his team had survived.  And one of his teammates surely spoke for all of them when he said of Rob, “I would not be alive today if not for his ultimate sacrifice.”

Staff Sgt. Miller’s selfless acts saved the lives of his seven of his ODA members and 15 Afghan soldiers. As a result of his heroic actions, the local Insurgency was dealt a crippling blow, decimating insurgent forces involved in the battle, and shattering their morale and confidence. Staff Sergeant Miller’s heroism and selflessness above and beyond the call of duty and at the cost of his own life are in keeping with the highest traditions of military service and reflect great credit upon himself and the United States Army.

Good luck today, guys. May your workout honor his memory.

-Jason B.A. Van Camp


It was a great day and I’ve been having a great time with the Challenge.  Even with the Valor Challenge, which can be tough at times, I’m still in it to win it and I’m…A Third Of The Way There!

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Day 19 – Everything Is Awesome!

Morning workout went well enough I suppose, but I can tell you that my new “least favorite” exercise is Mr. Spectaculars!  It was technically Circuit Training Day, but the first circuit after the warm up was literally 100 Mr. Spectaculars.  I, unfortunately, can not do Mr. Spectaculars completely, so I must substitute with Barbell Push Presses and Push-ups.  Seeing as I had already completed 19 push-ups for my Bodyweight Exercise of Choice, and 30 push-ups in my warm up, doing another 100 was a little tough…wore me out a bit and took me over an hour to complete my workout.  The second circuit was almost “nice” with Dumbbell Slashers, side bridges, and Bicycle Crunches (only 4 rounds).

From there got running our appointments for today, got most of my other challenge tasks handled at the park, including my cardio workout which was a 60 minute ruck with a 20 lbs. pack on.  That also wore me out a little, especially in the warmer day (although not quite as warm as yesterday).  Was able to make it to 2.2 miles using the nature trails, mixing up my routes trying to make sure I wasn’t completely across the park when 60 minutes hit.  That would force me to make it 80 or more minutes to get back to the car, and I just didn’t think I was up to it today with the 20 lbs. pack on!

Honestly, other than that, Everything Is Awesome!

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Day 18 – Always An Adventure

Today’s workout, again went relatively well and was relatively easy, as it was the same as the last couple of weeks for Shoulders Day, consisting of mostly weight work, such as Push Presses, Military Seated Presses, Pullovers and Overhead Tricep Extensions!  Lots of stretching and floor exercises to go with those too!

Afternoon workout was a warm up of Squats and Lunges, then a wonderful walk for 35 minutes.  I chose to do a nature trail walk which slowed me down a little bit, but I feel I get an even better workout in when I do that sometimes.  Nice change of atmosphere from always walking the paved path at the park!  Only got in 1.4 miles when time started running out and I had to find a path back to the parking lot.  Also had to watch out for the park maintenance people both picking up downed branches and putting in fresh arrows and markings in the parking lot!  Overall a good little adventure today!

Afterwards I sat in the parking lot on a record heat day in North Carolina, made it to 85 degrees (hottest day on record for February).  Made sure the A/C was running to keep cool, and got all of my other tasks completed, including my Mindfulness Routine (now a total of 25 minutes long), my Master Class video where we are going over details of the OODA loop (mentioned in a previous post), my bible studies, and a snack!  Also got a TON of reading done, which was good because I realized I was just a little behind.  Today I got completely caught up and am even a little ahead now.  Still reading the novel 1984 by George Orwell.  Very interesting book thus far, and very well written, quite compelling in some places, and I honestly didn’t want to put it down!  It is quite the adventure too!

From there had a good conversation with my wife about Taming Life’s Chaos, our health goals and all the plans we have!  Then had to run a few more errands and had a doctor’s appointment, which are Always An Adventure!

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Day 17 – Working Up A Sweat!

Today was a little easier with the morning workout, outside of push-ups that is.  I’m up to 17 push-ups (one for each day of the challenge) before I even start my warm up, which also has 30 push-ups total in it.  The rest of the routine was pretty similar to previous Wednesdays, Legs Day!  Lots of squatting, lunging, and deadlifts with various floor exercises.  I have been able to up my weight a little using 15s and 20s instead of 10s and 15s, so that is also a victory for me!

Got a nice day at the park, doing most of my other tasks for the challenge, including a bunch of reading in my book, 1984.  It’s an interesting read, intriguing view of the future from 1950, lots of nuances, which I have enjoyed from reading other classics authors, such as Dickens.  Not quite half way yet, but enjoyable book thus far.

For my afternoon cardio, had to go to the gym because it is Sprints Day!  Because I do mine on the bike, I started with a 5 minute warm up, followed by ten sprints at 0.4 miles each, with a 1 minute break in between, followed by 5 sprints at 0.2 miles each, with a 1 minute break in between.  Grand total of 8.95 miles in 34 minutes (I don’t stop pedaling while on “break” so I can keep track of distance and time for the entire workout, just slow way down on my pedaling, usually around 45 rpm instead of 85-100 for the sprints).  Worked up quite the sweat doing this, which felt good.

Otherwise things went well, got some of my reading caught up and am able to write this relatively early, not quite 8 pm yet, so that’s pretty good to!

It’s a warm one today though, so still Working Up A Sweat!

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Day 16 – Thinking Again!

So today started off really well because I finally slept well, which has been rare during this Deliberate Discomfort Challenge.  My Fitbit gave me an 88 sleep score, which is the highest I’ve received since September of last year, from what I can tell, just to give you an idea!

From there I got in my morning workout routine, which took me a few because of all the new exercises and needing completely different equipment.  I found it easier to kidnap a barbell from the downstairs weight room and bring it up with me to be able to complete the rest of my workout without having to go up and down stairs in between each and every set.  The upstairs classroom at the gym has considerably more floor space to complete the floor exercises like Renegade Rows.  Did have to be a little careful with doing Renegade Rows on the padding to make sure the dumbbells don’t rotate in the middle.

Overall today was Circuit Training, but everything was different.  Took me quite some time to get it all figured out and put together, but I got there eventually.

For my cardio, went to my usual park and did some nature trail walks as my Hike/Fast Paced Walk.  Because it was nature trails instead of the paved paths it slowed me down a touch, but I still managed 2.5 miles in my 60 minutes, which felt good.  Had to have one large coughing fit where I had to sit down, because of these horrible allergies I’ve been fighting for weeks.  Feels like those are breaking up, however, so let’s hope my lungs continue to clear out!

Also, for this week I have been reading the book 1984 by George Orwell.  It’s been an interesting read, that’s for sure…as I’ve never read this classic before.  I do enjoy how it is written, and the world of Oceania is quite intriguing speculation on the concept of Big Brother as we know it today.  Looking forward to see how it pans out and finishes!

Also learned about the OODA loop today in my Master Class.  It stands for Observe, Orient, Decide, Act.  It is a process for critical thinking and action in life.  First you Observe where you are, Orient yourself within that area, Decide how to proceed, then Act on that decision.  All 4 steps are necessary, of course, to succeed in whatever it is you are attempting to do.  Makes you think a little about how reactive you can be in life and how you aren’t always thinking things through to make real decisions instead of snap decisions that may not be the best thing for you or your life, doesn’t it?

All in all it has been a thought provoking sort of day, had to run a few errands in the afternoon with 3 of the 4 children, which pretty much ended with me on edge and frustrated with the process, not how it usually goes…but it is what it is I guess.  Of course that whole experience and how I was reactive, just got me Thinking Again!

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Day 15 – The Unexpected

So, today was a day I didn’t expect in a few ways…

First off, today had some really good points to it!  Morning workout was Chest day…still having some trouble with a couple of exercises because my gym does not have a flat bench upstairs, where I do all of the rest of my exercises, so I’m having to do leg lifts as an alternate lower ab workout to Flat Bench Knees to Elbows.  I put in a request for a flat bench upstairs, but I don’t know if anything will come of it.  There is a recline bench, and incline bench and an adjustable bench with a tilted seat all up there, so I’m hoping it won’t be too difficult for the gym to get one, but we’ll see.

Also, while at the park for my cardio workout, my wife pleasantly surprised me by getting some paperwork filled out that we needed done, and handling phone calls for that too!  She was impressive today with her forethought and handling of tasks, made me smile.

I also got to have an amazing hour long heart to heart with my oldest son, which really felt good.  I’ve been feeling distant from him a little lately, especially with being so busy at times between work and the Deliberate Discomfort challenge and our daily appointments.  This long heart to heart really was great, a very in depth conversation talking about great things for the future and our relationships with God…really comforting and pleasant.  One of my favorite conversations with him in a good long time.

Then we came home and got to lunch and some extra tasks while the kids took a nap, and I was able to just bust out everything else I needed to do for the challenge, and I’m writing this at 5:30 pm, which is AMAZING!  I think I’m just thrilled because, in a great way, there is just so much of The Unexpected!

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Day 14 – Two Weeks Down!

Today was just a bit wild and crazy for me.  I haven’t been able to get this much done since my last attempt of this challenge, which was months ago!  I don’t know that I’ve done much different this time around. 

I was able to sleep in 1 extra hour (I’m getting pretty tired at times) to 5:30 this morning, which was in itself nice, and needed.  After that I was off to the gym, and got my morning workout completed.  It was a bunch of back exercises.  Not always my favorite, buy they do go relatively quick. 

After a few hours at church and a quick lunch, I took off to my cardio workout.  It was nice being the only person in the place again, and being able to just handle what I need, but at the same time, I also had an issue with a piece of the equipment there not saving my progress like I asked it to in order to use the restroom.  So I had to piece together my cardio from there, but got it done, none the less.

I was able to get my Master Class video watched while on the treadmill, and got some of my bible studies completed as well.  Everything else for the most part had to wait until after evening church and dinner. 

It wasn’t necessarily easy today, but I got it done, and on time!  That means I have the first Two Weeks Down.  Let’s see what week 3 brings me?

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Day 13 – Allergies Suck!

So, on the overall, had a decent day.  Got my morning workout done after sleeping in a couple of hours, which was nice.  Did my Valor Challenge (more on that later), then came home and got breakfast done for the family.  Everything went fairly well there.  Morning workout was Arms day, so lots of dumb bell work, upper arms, lower arms, biceps, triceps, etc.  Still have a hard time getting the flat-bench knees to elbows going at the gym as they don’t have a flat bench available upstairs which is where I do the rest of my workout, but I’m figuring it out!

Throughout the day had a little timing issues with trying to get a special project done in the garage, along with getting all of my challenge tasks completed.  Had a great conversation with my son about his schooling and how things have been outside of his video games.  Was a nice little heart to heart.

Got the special projects completed and headed off to the gym for my afternoon cardio.  I decided that I needed to do it indoors today, because I’ve had these nasty allergies going, which is draining into my lungs as I breath, and therefore I’ve had a nasty cough for the last couple of weeks.  Every time I spend too much time in the very cold air like we had today (30s to 40s), I seem to have a much harder time breathing for a while.  It worked out in the end, because after my cardio workout I was coughing a whole lot less than usual, with my walks at the park outdoors. I’m usually a proponent for spending the time outside, and it is only because of this cough that I can’t shake that I’m trying to keep myself from failing, by getting worse and having to bow out.  I can’t have that.

This morning I did do my Valor Challenge in 17:22 this morning, which consisted of Burpees (I do a modified version of them) and 400 meter runs (also, do a modified version on the bike instead.  Our Valor Challenge this week is in honor of SGM James Sartor, U.S. Army (Green Beret).  His information from Mission Six Zero is as follows:


Deliberate Discomfort

VALOR CHALLENGE
SGM James Sartor, U.S. Army
(Green Beret)

As you go through the challenge, please think about Sergeant Major James Sartor.  This Valor Challenge was recommended by our Mission Six Zero teammate, Jeff Adams.

Sergeant Major James Sartor, a member of the 10th Special Forces Group, died during combat operations in Faryab province, Afghanistan on Saturday, July 13, 2019. He died as a result of injures sustained when the Taliban attacked him with small arms fire during combat operations. Faryab province is located in the north west of Afghanistan. James Sartor was a member of the 2nd Battalion, 10th Special Forces Group which is based at Fort Carson, Colorado.  It was his seventh deployment.

James “Ryan” Sartor, age 40, was from Teague, Texas and was born on Sept. 23, 1978. He loved sports growing up and played football for his high school team. He joined the Army in June 2001 and was assigned to the 3rd Infantry Division as an infantryman. He completed the Special Forces Qualification Course and was assigned to 10th group in 2005.

He deployed to Iraq as an infantryman in 2002, and as a Green Beret assigned to 2nd Battalion, 10th SFG (A) in 2006, 2007, 2009 and 2010. He also deployed to Afghanistan with 10th SFG (A) in 2017 and 2019.

“We’re incredibly saddened to learn of Sgt. Maj. James ‘Ryan’ Sartor’s passing in Afghanistan. Ryan was a beloved warrior who epitomized the quiet professional,” said Col. Brian R. Rauen, commander of 10th Group. “He led his soldiers from the front and his presence will be terribly missed.”

Sartor’s awards and decorations include the Bronze Star Medal with three oak leaf clusters, Defense Meritorious Service Medal, Joint Service Commendation Medal, Army Commendation Medal with three oak leaf clusters, Army Achievement Medal, Presidential Unit Citation Award, Joint Meritorious Unit Award, Valorous Unit Award with two oak leaf clusters, Meritorious Unit Citation with one oak leaf cluster and National Defense Service Medal, among others. His posthumous awards include the Purple Heart Medal and Bronze Star Medal.


Rest of my day has come together nicely, although a little later than I would have liked.  Sometimes that just the way the ball bounces though, right?  What I do know, is that Allergies Suck!

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Day 12 – A Good Feeling Day

Today was, if nothing else, busy.  Morning workout was a Circuit/Core Work day, with a 25 minute Circuit workout with a Circuit completed Every Minute on the Minute in that 25 minutes.  My arms were totally done by the end because of how many push-ups I had done.  I couldn’t quite finish a circuit in a minute because of the push-ups, but I just kept going as fast as I could to get as many rounds as I could in the 25 minutes.  5 rounds later, I had completed 77 push-ups total.  That’s really good when compared to the knee push-ups I was doing a couple of attempts ago!  After that was a bunch of core work, mostly planking in different positions and some Seated Russian Twists.  Felt pretty good altogether by the end, tired physically but feeling successful too.

Had to attend to some appointments and errands, and brought the rest of my challenge books and effects with me as there was going to be some wait time.  Got most of it done with it all spread out the way it was, so only had to do my Gratitude Journal when I got home, and this blog post of course.  Felt good to not have to finish it up after dinner for once!

Also had to get an hour-long Ruck in, with a 15 pound pack on!  This, honestly, is one of my least favorite tasks right now, because the pack does just get heavy after a while, and I’d prefer to talk unencumbered, but I can’t have it all my way, that’s for sure!  I got it done and ventured out onto the nature trails a little bit at my favorite park, which was nice for the change of scenery.  Was a bit breezy today, but otherwise still nice to get outside.

While there, I needed to make my social call today and called one of the older friends I have.  I’ve known him for close to 20 years now and he’s one of the few people I enjoy still being in contact with.  There are a number of people from my distant past that I don’t think would be the best influence or healthy for me, so I’m not interested in reconnecting with them, but that’s not the case with this particular friend.  He’s always been kind and caring, asks good questions because he cares, takes an active interest in what you are doing, etc.  He’s always had a great sense of humor as well, which is great.  It felt good talking to him again, to know that I have a good friend like him around, even if he lives across the country.

Altogether, as you can see, it was just a Good Feeling Day!

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Day 11 – The Roller Coaster

OK, so the title is exactly what today was, a roller coaster of a day.  There was good, there was a little bad, and there was a whole lot going on today.  Morning workout went well enough, being shoulders day.  Had the gym completely to myself for my entire workout, which was kind of nice and peaceful in its own way.

Got to the park and got my walk and exercises done later in the day without issue, but was a little crunched for time on the rest of my tasks compared to some days due to a few errands I had to run, shipping a package and dropping off a return, etc.  Still, overall, not bad.

Called a friend and he started talking about how he heard gunshots near his office and was outside checking things out…??  What??  No, man, you go back inside and stay safe!  LOL  He told me they weren’t that close and they are close to a rough area where you hear things like that every so often, but made my heart skip a beat for a second!

Once I got home from all that, had a nice lunch and then found out that one of the work projects we had needed to be redone a completely different way than how we did it yesterday, and already shipped it.  That’s a little frustrating and piled on the work a little, but that is something I can finish up over the weekend and get it out quickly enough.

Then I stuck my foot in my mouth with the beautiful Kat today and totally responded all aggressive to something that I didn’t need to, which made for a tense couple of moments…but I think we finally sorted it all out.

Then had some great reading moments in my book 12 Week Year, where I’m learning about how Greatness is achieved long before you are recognized for anything.  Once an athlete gets a gold medal, he has already been great for a while, just now he has received a reward for it.  Greatness happens the day you start making the necessary decisions to achieve your dreams and goals.  The day you decide your going to make it happen to matter what.  That is the day you achieve greatness!  Loved that!

Here’s to finding my way soon, to achieve Greatness soon!  The Deliberate Discomfort Challenge should be a big part of that, and I know our Experiencing God bible study is already keeping us in the right direction too, so hopefully we see some solid improvement when they are both all said and done, you know?

Anyways, lots of other great little moments in there, and plenty of other rough little patches in there as well, so it was just one of those kind of days…thus it being dubbed The Roller Coaster.